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Oct 19Liked by Sam(antha) M. Burns

You made me cry. I didn't want to read this, but I made myself do it. It's the stuff of life. And ... I love that you love your sheep, despite having to let them go. A lesson in impermanence. Sending you love!

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Thank you, Jeanne! Very much appreciated!

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Oct 19Liked by Sam(antha) M. Burns

What a touching and informative writing. I loved every minute of it. I couldn't help but picture a murder mystery series centered around a courageous, tough female character who is the local sleuth in the county. This has all the makings of a series of some kind-it made me feel like I was right there with you. Sending you all the good juju your way and hoping you have a wonderful day knowing you are so valued.

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Very much appreciated, Elizabeth! And I'll tuck that story idea away for future use! 🙏

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Oct 19Liked by Sam(antha) M. Burns

Any type of farming requires a little bit will power for whatever reason. Rice took more effort than the other grain crops because of the water. Cotton also requires some looking after because of insects constantly trying to overtake them. We did raise a few hogs, but they require constant attention like goats and sheep. I no longer have a farming operation and haven't had it for some time now. unless you count a big garden. I did have a few chickens' years ago.

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Lucky for me, I'm about as stubborn as they come!😅

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I felt every bit of this, especially when it got to the part about Taz, I had to get up and make a cup of tea ....🫤

love Ant

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Thank you, Anthony!🙏

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You're welcome, my lovely 🫶

Despite everything, enjoy your weekend, and say hello to your Son from me (even though he does not know me) because he had to go through it as well, and I am sure it was not easy for him either...

Ant

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I once slaughtered my own rooster. City ordinances you know... I bawled my eyes out while I held that axe. I've never been the same since. It is these moments as farmers and carers of animals that test our nature as humans, and I will hold that same space for you as you experience this loss and grief. I know how hard this feels. Much love for you.

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Non-human mammals are indeed individuals with personalities. We respond in kind. Tough to say farewell to the sweeties.

Thanks for fence fuckers and Freezer Camp to lighten the mood a bit! ☀️🌻

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